Unreleased words

There are so many unreleased words, trapped in me. I could say it out loud. Theoretically, I could say it all, maybe even shout? Shout it all out. Scream it all out. Write it all out. I could...But I don't. What is stopping me? What is stopping us from saying all?

Have you ever been on a train, listening to a conversation of two strangers, who aren't strangers to each other? Have you ever listened and thought, that their silences say much more, than the actual words? Those long, awkward pauses of thinking what to say, of thinking how much of your mind you want to verbalize, let out, try to explain or express...

I'd like to do an experiment, and say everything that I think out loud. I mean everything. Every thought, every idea, every time I like someone or hate someone, I'd say it. I'm scared of consequences though, so I don't act that way. I know the consequences would be big, because by putting myself out there, I'd make myself an easy target to judge and criticize.

I don't know what's the point of this text really, I guess I'm just curious to find out more about us, humans, and why we are the way we are.  Are we silenced, or do we not want to say everything? Would we say everything, if we could, or would we still keep our thoughts to ourselves, for personal reasons only? Hum.