I guess I feel most lonely when it gets cold outside. The colder and the darker it gets, the more I need someone. I tell myself that this need is selfish, because I want someone close next to me only so I can be hugged, held, warmed, kissed. It's a selfish need, yet, I cannot control it. Often I feel, the physical need of affection is stronger than the mental one, therefore I lie to myself that I long talks, conversations, trips on the weekends. Maybe in reality I only want to be held in someone's arms.

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